Through My Insanity

Living beyond existence,
broken, broken
Living beyond existence,
forgotten, forgotten

Stood before darkness,
wounded, wounded
Stood before darkness,
Stained by blood

My heart has been stabbed by thorn
The thorn of black onyx rose
An imaginary thorn
pierce my mind, painfully

Hurt me, hurt me with blood
Stain, stain my hands, my eyes
Hurt, hurt me with betrayal
Through the insanity of Thanatos

Stab, stab me with double bladed knife,
Stab me 'till I scream
Stab, stab with with blood stained thorn
Stab my wings 'till it scattered

Bathe me with my blood
Decorate me with my wound
Curse me with Hecate's power
Pleasure me with unbearable pain
Drown me in Styx River

Tangle me with black hard sprout
torture me with gargantuan thorn
Worse my agony with strangle
Hurt my wound with poison

Let me struggle,
As the death walks approach
Slowly, slowly but certain
Come, come approaching

Don't hold it, don't hold it
Please don't
Its Scythe, its scythe
Don't hold it, let it takes me

Hurt, hurt my back with pain
Whip my welts, my bloody welts
Scratch, scratch my chest
scratch my bloody scarred chest

Break, break
Break my bones into pieces
Slice, slice my flesh
With the grace of fallen angel
Beyond Raphael's healing

Kill me, kill me
With the glance of Basilisk
Torture me, torture me
With the fang of Basilisk
Through the insanity of Bloody Cerberus

Dear friend...

Hello,
Dear friend of mine...
It's nice to meet you,
Can I know you well?

Hello,
Dear friend of mine...
I gave you a cold shoulder this week,
Well, that's because I'm antisocial

Dear friend of mine...
I never expect we can be like this,
That we can be so close,
That you can have a peek into my mind

Dear friend of mine...
I know you have same hobby,
I know you have same interest,
And you can understand me most

Dear friend of mine...
Why are you so angry?
I never mind to make you angry
Why you silent still to me?

Dear friend of mine...
I love you, I care you
Why you are so vengeful?
Am I not capable enough to melt your heart?

Dear friend of mine...
I miss your voice, I need someone,
Someone who care for me most,
Someone who understand me more than anyone
else.

Dear friend of mine...
Won't you forgive me?
Won't you forget all my fails and come back?
Won't you forgive me like I'm forgiving you?

Dear friend of mine...
I am agony...
No one care, you also
I am agony...
No one notice, you also

Dear friend of mine...
I am agony,
No one can heal my wound,
my hearts wound.

Dear friend of mine,
Today, I close my eyes
Today, I end my agony
Today, I rest

Dear friend of mine,
Today I sleep,
Today is the last day I remember you
Seeing an angel, remind me to you

Farewell,
Dear friend of mine
Now, I'm leaving you
Now, I have gone

Farewell, dear friend of mine,
Now, you live in peace
Without no one get in your way

Farewell,
dear friend of mine, I'm leaving you forever

Evil War

I stood, before the chaos
Look at the blood pool on the ground
Now... now, what should I do?
Smirking at the scenery, I am

Go away, you humans!
Spill your blood! Spread the fear!
Along with those who call them self Hero,
Go and spread bloodshed!

Wear, wear that bloody ruby
wear that symbol of victory,
Torn your enemy's flesh,
Ravage their heart!

Get fed by peace, I am
Shelter behind peace, a meaningless peace
To declare a silent war
Hide the darkness behind the light

Still... still... I stood before the scenery
Smirking as my blood raging
Overflowing me with with desire, wants
lust to kill, lust to see, DEATH

Then, I open my mouth
Shrieking the curse,
Swing the scythe
Call, the hound of death, release Thanatos

Run... run my soldier!
Run across styx!
Kneel before Lucifer,
And I shall grant you an evil victory!

Lonely Me

Here, here I am
Standing on loneliness
Without no one notice,
Without no one care

Here, here I am
Living beyond existence
Drown in eternal darkness,
stare at the reality

Blood dripped from my mouth edge
Dripped from my delicate body,
As tears flow down from my eyes, both
Dripped on the ground


As I fallen,
Farther, farther into the eternal darkness
As I left,
Farther, farther into the eternal distance


As I shall fall,
Fall before the crucifix,
Fall before His mighty power,
Fall before heaven

As I weep,
As my heart pierces into pieces,
As my eyes darkened,
As my vision blurred

Then, I will buried, far, far from the surface
With all my loneliness, all my heart's wounds
Ere, I shall weep
Ere, I shall break

The Real Me

I am nothing...
Compared to the other,
I'll just merge and lose
Then, vanish with the wind

Bind me, chain me
Tied me with reality
Take me
Accompany me to the existence
Cause I shall never reach it

But still, I shall watch, I shall see
Someone who is important for me
Still,

With all my fears, all my tears
I'll guide her, through the road of light
While I'm in the darkness,
Seeing from eternal distance

The Lonely Wolf

Under the moon’s dim light, I walk

Under the deep shade of red, I live

Beneath the darkness, I slept

Alone, I run…

Under a black jet cloak,

I shelter

Behind the mask,

I hide

My rain is blood

My sun is moon

My day is night

And my room is my prison

My goblet is full of dark red wine

Named blood

My body is cramped with strength

I crave, I cry for blood

And I suck of all these things

Freed me, please!